Blog Tour: The Keeper of Hidden Books Excerpt
Pub Date: 8-1-23 Adult - Historical Fiction |
Warsaw, Poland August 1939
ZOFIA NOWAK SAT BACK on her
calves in the warm summer grass while her friend Janina clumsily wound a
bandage around her head. The other pairs of Girl Guides sat in a semicircle
beneath the oak trees in Łazienki Park, all working to perfect their first aid
skills. Not that the looming war on Poland would ever come to Warsaw.
Still, it was
wise to be ready and everyone in the city was preparing in their own particular
way. For Papa, it was stocking medical supplies at the hospital while Zofia’s
mother waited in endless grocer’s lines to ensure their cabinets were
overflowing with tinned food. Posters were plastered all over the city asking
men to line up at elementary schools and enlist, and radio stations filled the
air with the pulse of patriotic music.
And it was why Helen Keller’s The
Story of My Life was nestled in Zofia’s bag, another read inspired
by the list of books Hitler had banned in Germany.
Zofia
pulled the bandage from her head and repurposed the linen to bind a splint onto
Janina’s lower leg. “How’s that?”
“It
feels good.” Janina wriggled her limb. “Studying medicine like your father
might be a good choice for next year.”
Rather
than reply, Zofia considered her handiwork.
“Have
you decided what you want to do after our final exams?” Janina’s voice was
gentle as she spoke, but nothing could lighten the pressing decision that
weighed on Zofia every day.
This
was their last year of secondary school, a final exam away from graduating.
They would be eighteen then—adults. The whole world stretched out ahead of them
like a runway so they could soar into the future.
For
everyone, except her.
“You
sound like Matka,” Zofia groused.
Though
it wasn’t really true. Janina’s characteristic delicacy was nowhere near the
brusque tone of Zofia’s mother. Whether she was insisting Zofia dress nicer, be
more outgoing, or be more proactive with choosing a career path—something lucrative,
like medicine—there was always a demanding air about her mother. Which was
precisely why Zofia referred to her in the more formal regard as Matka, rather
than Mama.
Janina’s
mother was a Mama. The type to smile and ask after a test, or to offer hugs on
a bad day rather than criticism.
Perhaps that was
why Janina was always so kind and considerate. It was that congeniality that
started their friendship so many years ago when they were children. Zofia had
never been gregarious, more the kind to keep to herself and tuck into a book
than drum up conversation with people she didn’t
know. Being the tallest in class did her
no favors, leaving her feeling as though she stuck out like an ugly duckling
among baby chicks. On Janina’s first day in school, she’d strode over to Zofia
with an enviable confidence and shared some of the flower-shaped butter cookies
her mother had baked, filling in any silence between them with an animated
chatter that made Zofia instantly like her.
Now, Janina moved her leg, testing
Zofia’s bandage. “If I sound like Matka, then I take back my suggestion.” The
loosely tied bandage gave and the neat knot slipped free, the band unraveling
from her leg. One of the splints tilted over into the grass.
“Being in medicine is not my path,
evidently.” Zofia collected the splint with what she hoped was an uncaring
smile. “I think Papa understands.”
Her father was a renowned doctor in
Warsaw, specializing in surgeries. His was a name that would be impossible to
live up to, especially for a daughter who couldn’t commit to any kind of
future.
“You love to read.” Janina blew a lock
of dark hair out of her brown eyes. “Maybe you could study literature.” She
gasped in excitement and sat up straighter. “Perhaps you could become an
author, like Marta Krakowska.”
It sounded ridiculous even when Janina said
it with such sincerity. While Zofia had no idea what she wanted to do, she did
know she was no Marta Krakowska. The author penned epic tales of romance
featuring lovers who meet amid the strife of war. Every story was better than
the last, each ending in contented happiness for the couple and a little
calico cat.
But Zofia didn’t believe in romance, and
she didn’t have the lyrical voice of Krakowska. She was no author, to be sure.
Zofia pulled the other splint from
Janina’s leg and wound the bandage into a neat ball. “Did you read The
Story of My Life yet?”
Janina’s eyes lit up. “I did. What an
incredible—”
“No,” a voice called out from the pair
beside them.
Their friend Maria shook her head, blond
curls swaying, her arm extended toward her Guide partner, who had it wrapped
partially to the elbow. “You can’t talk about the book right now, when I can
barely hear you.”
“At the library then.” Janina turned her
attention back to Zofia with a mischievous glint in her eye. “But you clearly
want to change the subject, so let’s turn to something more pleasant. Like how
much you’re looking forward to school tomorrow.”
Zofia groaned and Maria turned away with
a quiet smile.
Math was tediously dull, the series of
numbers lacking any real challenge. Government was dryer than the dust
gathering on her unopened textbooks from last year. Even art was awful. While
Zofia appreciated the beauty of it, the medium of their application was of
little interest to her. Oh, and how she hated, hated, hated being
subjected to the mediocrity of her own limited skills when forced to try her
hand. On and on it went with every class, each one more lackluster than the
last.
Except
literature. She did enjoy that subject.
At
least at university, her courses would be tailored to her future endeavors.
Whatever they might be.
Their
Girl Guide captain, Krystyna, clapped her hands to get their attention, sparing
Janina a sardonic reply from Zofia about just how much she was not looking
forward to school tomorrow.
“Great
job today, Guides.” Krystyna looked around the circle of paired-off girls, her
head lifted with satisfaction. “War with Germany is coming, and Poland must be
ready. At least the Girl Guides definitely are.”
Warmth
effused Zofia’s chest at those words.
The Girl Guides
was a scouting organization meant to prepare girls and young women for life
with social skills, philanthropic ideals, and the ability to offer aid to the
public in whatever form was needed.
If Germany did attack, the Girl Guides’
efforts would help Poland.
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